Reach 4 your soul

Well, well, well... We humans always find an excuse for what we do, as if we're entitled to have something or deserve it. We tend to approve our actions and walk around with a clean conscience. Well, it's all superstition. It's nothing but a simple mind trick that changes our whole universe and defines a new phase in our lives. I don't know. I'm still here punching words into this platform without any real purpose. I mean, nobody will read this, no one will use this, not a soul. You would think it's useless but then again, it's here. Blogs on the Internet; it's an open space, I'm free to use this, to type whatever comes to mind. As simple as that. I like to think we are all part of a movie with specific, non-flexible roles. We really don't have any saying of what the future will bring, no matter what we do or say.  My time is up and yet, and yet I wonder.. I know with certainty that my predecessors have done way, way better...

Well, I manage to hang around; each time I'm about to throw in the towel. The feeling that something extraordinary will happen, giving a meaning to my very existence feeds this hope I cannot overshadow. I have come to a conclusion that hope exists because of people I have met. This is no longer a solitary journey. It has changed my life in a way that I can explain, because it's an actual name. A name that shows there are genuine human beings in this world, from different places all over the globe, from different spaces all over the universe, different universes within a multi-verse, if you will. As always; expectations were not met, from the people that I expected, that is. (pleonasm) Everything is a spontaneous, pleasant surprise. I'm grateful of the potential, of the possibility and the certainty of these memories and experiences that are coming my way and the people that will be part of them.... I am waiting for them, anxiously.. ..Time and time again..