≠Still Here

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Well, I manage to hang around; each time I'm about to throw in the towel. The feeling that something extraordinary will happen, giving a meaning to my very existence feeds this hope I cannot overshadow.

I have come to a conclusion that hope exists because of people I have met. This is no longer a solitary journey. It has changed my life in a way that I can explain, because it's an actual name. A name that shows there are genuine human beings in this world, from different places all over the globe, from different spaces all over the universe, different universes within a multi-verse, if you will.

As always; expectations were not met, from the people that I expected, that is.
(pleonasm)

Everything is a spontaneous, pleasant surprise. I'm grateful of the potential, of the possibility and the certainty of these memories and experiences that are coming my way and the people that will be part of them....
I am waiting for them, anxiously..

..Time and time again..

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