≠And yet I wonder when did you stop caring

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There were moments, just moments, to you.
I believed in you, you sounded genuine and sincere. I thought you cared.

It's okay, I handcuffed myself, to you.
I didn't know what I was getting myself into until it was too late. No tomorrow, no hope.
I thought I was reaping love but I have nothing to show for it; there's no connection, no friendship, no support, no nothing...

Was there ever?
I guess there is no other path for me to take. I truly have no other choice.
It's okay. I will never forget you. 
There will be no judgement, prejudice or hard feelings, from my behalf.

I guess I tend to pull the scar off, time and time again.
Stay well (my friend);
Time will never tell....

 
Sometimes the only choice left to do is to stop caring. Make a pace and move forward no matter how it hurts because there is no reason to stay anymore.  
-Nova Rosa (?)


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