≠The throne of dust

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The energy fluctuates constantly without any control whatsoever. It feels like I'm inside this ride at a theme park, not knowing what's ahead, at the end of yet another turn.

I can only count on my reaction and, my patience.

It's still early, suddenly I feel this calmness in my surroundings; the sound of the clock creates this melody that accompanies mother nature's voice, the positiveness becomes something I can grasp and use to charge my battery and.. 

..Just as it arrived, with suddenness, it all goes away.

Is this part of one's journey and purpose in life? Ah, the road to your own personal success so you can sit on your throne and proudly admire your accomplishments, your goals fulfilled and your aspirations ready to be rigorously embarked...

I don't thrive like that and certainly I don't go by those rules, I actually despise them.
And still, I'm in the game. Waiting on the next turn.

 PS.
Today is the final episode of 'Game of Thrones'. FYI.

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